these cities, our graves

haven’t actually written anything in a while so i guess i’ll try write something of substance.

lately, i’m finding myself more and more withdrawn from everyone. I’m just sick of people.. sick of the fact everyone is out for themselves and couldnt give a fuck about anyone else except for themselves. i am also a hundred percent over having to justify myself all the damn time, i’m twenty one, been working for three years in the same kind of job, i’m stable and pay my bills and get where i need to go.. i dont see how my choices should impact on anyone else. Just Fuck Off! Leave me live my life.

This bringing me to the part about my license.. I WILL GET IT! YOU JUST BEING ON MY CASE MAKES ME MORE HESITANT. It feels as though everyone is just waiting for me to fail.. and thats an awful, awful feeling. 

Then, the other thing. Okay, I don’t drink alcohol. Big deal, it’s my life style choice and i will not be swayed other ways. I don’t see how it has anything to do with you. Or a reason why you should exclude me because i’d rather drink an orange juice than a UDL. I have been to so many wonderful places in the past year and i like to think its got something to do with the fact i dont piss my money up the wall. 

anyway, this is pretty much a “fuck you and leave me alone” message. 

sick of dealing with everyone else’s opinions of me. 

If i need help/advice or want your opinion.. i’ll ask.

but for now.. FUCK YOU!