Was probably a very very bad idea to watch Charlie St Cloud, I’m going to end up bailing my eyes out and feeling more alone than ever. I’m so over feeling so terrible and wish I could find someone to help me get over all this pathetic shit. Nobody seems to be able to understand and that’s what I need, someone to vent to. Or hug. I like hugs.
I think its getting to the stage where everything is getting so built up, I’ll snap again soon, completely loose my cool. I just don’t know how to deal these days.
I am also feeling so so much older and out of everything. Just someone fix me? Bandaid time!